Have you ever had that feeling where you feel so uninspired? Every image that you planned in your head doesnt seems right and the one on paper is worse. So you try to look for some inspiration on the net, hoping something, somewhere will trigger your mood to draw. And when you do (or you think you do), you keep on erasing and erasing and erasing those lines until some small piece of the paper came out. Along the way, you’re hoping if you blackout enough space, it’ll look at least half decent. Damn. That doesnt look good. At. All.
You’re so frustrated with yourself that you are close to tear up the paper infront of you in little pieces and break the pencil in half. You want to be good. You’re desperate of wanting to be good. You keep telling yourself, if you do this enough, you’ll get to be good. But at the end of the day, you know it’ll be best if you just stop yourself and curl up in bed. You’ll get to it when your awesome mood is back.
Oh well.. today, that stupid day happens to be mine. So stupid because I cant stop starring at it and there’ no bed for me to curl up in (I’m in the office, pandai!).
So here’s my sketch of the day (a promise is a promise no matter how the situation is). I’m gonna continue with my actual work and later, force the husband to buy me a nice big scoop of ice cream or a big fat steak.
If this drawing is a real person, I would punch it in the face and scream bloody murder.
*merajuk dengan pencil*